| nights like tonight. |
[Oct. 26th, 2006|09:04 pm] |
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| | pleased | ] | are what make me feel alive.
im so in love.
we watched a scary movie and ate kit kats and reeses. and cuddled :]
then he took me to arias.
and then it all sucked.
aria and i are fighting..again it seems like thats all we do these days.
now i really have no friends.
but in all honesty..she dosent need me like i need her and i guess i should relize that and get over it.
she even told me.
i love aria
Ecstasy is all you need Living in the big machine Oh you're so vain Now your world is way too fast Nothing's real and nothing lasts And I'm aware I'm in love but you don't care
Turn your anger into lust I'm still here but you don't trust at all And I'll be waiting Love and sex and loneliness Take what's yours and leave the rest So I'll survive God it's good to be alive
I'm torn in pieces I'm blind and waiting for you My heart is reeling I'm blind and waiting for you
Still in love with all your sins Where you stop and I begin And I'll be waiting Living like a house on fire What you fear is your desire It's hard to deal I still love the way you feel
Now this angry little girl Drowning in this petty world And I'm who you run to Swallow all your bitter pills That's what makes you beautiful You're all or not I don't need what you ain't got
I'm torn in pieces I'm blind and waiting for you My heart is reeling I'm blind and waiting for you
I'm blind and waiting for you I'm blind and waiting for you No I can't believe it's coming true God it's good to be alive And I'm still here waiting for you No I can't believe it's coming true I'm blind and waiting for you |
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[Oct. 24th, 2006|04:59 pm] |
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| | disappointed | ] | ugh. jason was suppose to come over today but instead hes hanging out with jessica and amber.
wtf
and he didnt even tell me..
i wish i had friends i could ditch him for. |
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